Manic

Night,
fallen like head
from guillotine

Brought polluting thoughts

Manically pacing desire helped
with loneliness

Finally cut all the knots

And beautiful mistake was born.
...................

Screaming.

Biting.

Eating the heart of its own.

You came
on the wings of the darkness

Rabid dogs were still all out

Run!

Inform the officers of madness:

Their pets are running freely.

I didn’t have time to warn you

What gathering was all about.

Then silence, subtle and calm

Incoming artillery fire

Lines ran away from my palm

I stomped and trampled desire.

Never I led you to ruin

Never I left you in pain

This life is of my own doing

Recipe of all things insane.

With forehead pressed against window

Raindrops laughing at my face

My armor feels so heavy

My heart heavier in disgrace.

In the cracked throat

An army of thoughts amassed

The sea of rabid lunatics

Longing for freedom at last,

Strangling

Iron bars of the sanatorium.

Leap!

 2015